My Kundalini rose hard 4 years ago, and has been relentless ever since.
I actually had to quit work as there were times I couldn't move. This has
been a non-stop fire of purification, and it has been hellish. One thing
I have come to realize, it would be like eating garbage (lousy food) all
your life, and all of a sudden you are put on a diet of pure water, and bit
and pieces of pure organic food. Naturally the body, and soul are going to
be deleted and sick for a long time. All the toxins are going to come up
to the surface. All the garbage and crap is going to be exposed. This
purifying fire is going to toss out everything that is counter-feit and false.
Not only that, it's going to do this on every level of your being. You
will never know what will come at you, or well up from within you. It's
a fire and heat that at times can be unbearable. Thank God there are moments
of peace and clarity inbetween this cleansing fire, otherwise I don't think
I would have survived. I would've just curl up and died. That would be counter-
productive. This Divine surgeon will not kill the patient, it may feel like
one is dying at times. Faith, faith, and more faith. It all makes one stronger
and open to this great Love of our Lord.