| Last night I communed with God, beloved Hashem. I asked the Lord God: "Why Father must I keep the birthing of your life giving light a secret from most of my brothers and sisters who share this earthly life with me?". It should be celebrated, shared and known by all your children, yet there where only three witnesses who recognized this gift of your unconditional love. Within the chambers of my heart, the Lord God replied: The ways of My Spirit of light cannot be understood through the human mind, it lacks the spirit's understanding, only spirit understands the ways of spirit, it is a silent unspoken Word that goes forth from Myself and does not return to Me until all I desire is accomplished. The human mind and consciousness does not know me because I live within the chambers, the Holy Temple, within my children's hearts. The only way for my children is to look within their own hearts for there I reside within the incorruptible seed I give to all, a seed of light and love that must awaken, come forth to be seen and to return within the chambers of the children's hearts. This gift of myself I give to all, but the children look upon earthly ways and not the ways of My Spirit which only bears fruit within the consuming fire of my love awakened when you gave your all to me and died to this world and all that is earthy. You now have entered within the light of my everlasting life and been given the spiritualized soul of my light and purity, no longer separate but embraced within my love and light". You now must worship me in spirit and in truth forsaking all else. In spirit and in truth is where my love abides and you are now truly home within my eternal life and being.
So it is true that once I walked in darkness and it is out of this darkness that God's light of love came forth to be seen and witnessed, and to return within the Temple of God within my heart.
I remember the very day the light of God came forth from within His Temple. I often wondered as to how come this flowing diamond light of God could be seen upon me during the daylight when the light of the day was all around me. My whole body must have been black for God's light to have been seen on that day. I must have been like black coal dust that together was merged into a pure black obsidian surface so that the light could be seen as it came forth from my heart and filled the whole living room of my house, otherwise it is impossible to see light within light.
There where three people who witnessed the birthing of God's light, and now there are only two since one witness has died, and before his death he acknowledged the light of God birthed within me because he himself had birthed God's light as well and recognized it within myself. I remember trying to tell him my story of the pain and suffering I endured before the birth, and he told me that it was not necessary to tell my story since he knew of my death, and that he also went through the same death before God's light broke forth to also be seen and witnessed. He brought me to a renowned holy man who confirmed my new birth of God's light.
Before I drifted of to sleep, I asked God why the birthing of His light is something that is not more known, nor discussed with an awareness of others. Why do I have to keep same secret because I have only shared this joy of birthing Your light with the three witnesses and here on Shalom Place where no one really knows me in person, nor has seen me. God replied: "My child, when more children birth my light, than they know and understand and you will all celebrate this greatest joy of my life within my light together". Until than much of the world does not know nor understand me".
I earnestly pray Father God, beloved Hashem, that more of your children will birth your light so that we may celebrate in your life together as your light transforms our vile bodies into an internal body of light that grows by receiving more of your light.
Thank you Father God for giving me of yourself, my own baby son God, Light. |
